As a breed, we Christians are not very trusting. We are not comfortable with faith. We want contracts and guarantees. We are not satisfied by “ways.” We want truth in formulas. We want God to keep us safe from all harm and danger, which is reassuring when we are children trying to go to sleep at night. That is not reality for adults who have to deal with suffering and death every day.
Jesus compares himself to a door. There are doors that go one-way or two-ways. Doors that require a key, a password, or nothing at all. Doors that guide us in or keep us out. What do you imagine is true about this door?
I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.10 The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. (John 10:9-10).
This is the kind of door Jesus compares to himself. It is a door that will save us and will let us out as well as in. It is a door of opportunity, rather than a door of seclusion. It seems like the best door possible.
How can anyone be a door? Is it because they are trying to keep people out and prevent others from leaving? That is not the kind of door Jesus compares himself to. He says we will “go in and go out and find pasture.” So Jesus is not only an access to something, he is an opportunity to explore and discover.
This is not the kind of door I was taught about in Sunday School. That door was a one-way passage that would save us from the outside world. Jesus was the password and Jesus the lock. You said “Jesus” to get in and no one could get in to harm you without that password.
Jesus shows us how to live. He does not say “use my name and the bouncer will let you into the sheepfold.” Instead he says, “If you’re lost, look for the door, the way to go in, as well as to go out, as well as to find pasture.” It is about an opportunity, not a restriction. Somehow I did not get that when I accepted Jesus into my life. I thought I had found a way that was one-way, restricted access. The door slammed shut behind me.
But I should have realized that Jesus was not that kind of door, because he said he had come “that they may have life and have it more abundantly.” Life was not a sheepfold that keeps people out until they say the password. He was not a one-way entrance, where you can’t go out to explore “and find pasture.” The door was an opportunity, not a qualifying test.
What changes when you see Jesus as a two-way entrance and an opportunity? It means you are living by his standards and trusting it will work out as he promised. It does not make “Jesus” a safe-word or a key to get in. It does not mean you enter by a three-step code (Repent, be baptized, be saved). You enter by following, you live by imitating, you are saved by trusting.
The same idea came from this verse: “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. (John14:6). I assumed Jesus was the password, Jesus the one-way access. But how does a person become a way? Is this another one of those entrances that requires a password?
I thought this meant Jesus was a roadmap, but a roadmap is already laid out ahead of us. The “way” of faith is more adventurous, because it does not follow a pre-set plan. It follows a “how to,” not a “where to.” Someone once compared faith to driving at night on a pitch black road. Your headlights showed you the road immediately ahead, and you could drive safely. But you could only see as far as the headlights shone. Pretty scary, but not so much if you’re following “the way.”
If Jesus is a two-way door and an unfolding path the same should be said of “the truth and the life.” It is all an adventure, a way that lies only a far as faith can see. Somehow I had gotten it all backwards. Jesus was not a destination. Jesus was a way, process. Jesus was not a password; he was the key-less entrance. You followed his way, his truth, his life and there you were! You followed his movements (Spirit) not a contract with iron-clad guarantees. Even a lawyer will tell you there are no iron-clad guarantees. But there is a way, an adventure, an unfolding an abundant life. Just look for the door. It’s open.